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shrouded // duality
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repetition, so overwhelming.
puts me in a position of overthinking.
though I know the solution I still,
pick up the poison just to,
kill all these braincells,
hope to silence the voices.
hope to silence the voices.
shrouded in duality,
no identity, just a double life I hold dear.
that's my reality, never had sanity,
only pretending, confused and scared.
Scared of everything,
everyone and me, especially me.
Cos I got no clue who im meant to be,
so I stay smoking these trees,
look in the mirror, what can I see?
pathetic excuse for a human being.
reflection looks back, what can it see?
hopelessness and anxiety,
fuelled by loneliness and the apathy.
losing life and losing sleep,
cannot breathe I cannot breathe,
I need a minute to rest, oh please.
oh please cant you see? I need a minute to rest oh please.
leave me be oh leave me be.
repetition, so overwhelming.
puts me in a position of overthinking.
though I know the solution I still,
pick up the poison just to,
kill all these braincells,
hope to silence the voices.
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out of sight, out of mind,
feeling blind, not sure why I feel down today...
my faulty brain chooses to race and speed away,
now I'm left behind.
swear I'm always getting left behind.
feeling outta breath,
yet I'm taking steps,
to mend my head,
my faulty, my faulty cranium.
I'm so dumb to think,
this sinking feeling part of me is scientific,
when all the negatives are non-existent,
I just think em up when I'm feeling anxious as shit.
yeah I'm anxious as shit, always nervous,
ask me why I am always nervous?
I can't think,
I can't think,
I cant speak,
when I'm out of it,
and I'm out of it.
yeah I'm out of it,
don't know what it is.
but fuck I'm done with it.
out of sight, out of mind,
feeling blind, not sure why I feel down today...
my faulty brain chooses to race and speed away,
now I'm left behind.
swear I'm always getting left behind.
Fuck a shrink.
that bitch didn't teach me a thing,
taught me how to cry but I've been,
crying since I was just a little kid,
now I'm almost 26,
learning how to forgive.
learning how to talk to friends,
and tell them how I feel,
and hope that they might help.
Sick of bottling it all in,
cos the bottle will break someday.
out of sight, out of mind,
feeling blind, not sure why I feel down today...
my faulty brain chooses to race and speed away,
now I'm left behind.
swear I'm always getting left behind.
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