out of sight, out of mind,
feeling blind, not sure why I feel down today...
my faulty brain chooses to race and speed away,
now I'm left behind.
swear I'm always getting left behind.
feeling outta breath,
yet I'm taking steps,
to mend my head,
my faulty, my faulty cranium.
I'm so dumb to think,
this sinking feeling part of me is scientific,
when all the negatives are non-existent,
I just think em up when I'm feeling anxious as shit.
yeah I'm anxious as shit, always nervous,
ask me why I am always nervous?
I can't think,
I can't think,
I cant speak,
when I'm out of it,
and I'm out of it.
yeah I'm out of it,
don't know what it is.
but fuck I'm done with it.
out of sight, out of mind,
feeling blind, not sure why I feel down today...
my faulty brain chooses to race and speed away,
now I'm left behind.
swear I'm always getting left behind.
Fuck a shrink.
that bitch didn't teach me a thing,
taught me how to cry but I've been,
crying since I was just a little kid,
now I'm almost 26,
learning how to forgive.
learning how to talk to friends,
and tell them how I feel,
and hope that they might help.
Sick of bottling it all in,
cos the bottle will break someday.
out of sight, out of mind,
feeling blind, not sure why I feel down today...
my faulty brain chooses to race and speed away,
now I'm left behind.
swear I'm always getting left behind.
credits
from harampack demo,
released February 1, 2020
mixed and produced by lounar.
lyrics by lounar.
