repetition, so overwhelming.
puts me in a position of overthinking.
though I know the solution I still,
pick up the poison just to,
kill all these braincells,
hope to silence the voices.
hope to silence the voices.
shrouded in duality,
no identity, just a double life I hold dear.
that's my reality, never had sanity,
only pretending, confused and scared.
Scared of everything,
everyone and me, especially me.
Cos I got no clue who im meant to be,
so I stay smoking these trees,
look in the mirror, what can I see?
pathetic excuse for a human being.
reflection looks back, what can it see?
hopelessness and anxiety,
fuelled by loneliness and the apathy.
losing life and losing sleep,
cannot breathe I cannot breathe,
I need a minute to rest, oh please.
oh please cant you see? I need a minute to rest oh please.
leave me be oh leave me be.
repetition, so overwhelming.
puts me in a position of overthinking.
though I know the solution I still,
pick up the poison just to,
kill all these braincells,
hope to silence the voices.
credits
from harampack demo,
released February 1, 2020
produced, mixed by lounar.
lyrics by lounar.